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PENUMBRA - Perplexity. Taken from the album "Penumbra"



Whats my purpose?
What is sanity?
Am I supposed to try and be perfect?
When everyone around me seems so gray.
How the hell am I supposed to speak up,
When no one knows enough to show me there love.
Is it always the same?
Will I make more mistakes?
Will my past come out to play?
A rainy day.
Should I list all my sins?
Go grab the pen for me,
i promise ill repent for thee.
Just listen.
I paralyzed my self after death of the war that you wage.

Why don’t I trust any one?
Is it because I’m lost and forgotten my cause?
Sacrifice the need to feel accepted.
Is it all in my head?

Take everything that my helpless old body deserves,
so I won’t forget.
Its not about the people I've drowned in my sorrows I’ve found that I’m the one that is responsible.
Ill sink this ship eventually.
I'll sink this ship eventually and then you all will see.

Do the love me ?
Do they hate me ?
Do they see what I’m worth
and what I’m capable of?Am i wrong for how i Fight
Could I take my own life?

Back and fourth with my mind.


released May 25, 2015
Guitars/Bass/Drums - Jack Boulton
Vocals - Julian Russell
Produced by Jack Boulton/Randy Pasquarella




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